Went to church,
had a impromptu joint sermon with yaf,
to talk about death,
it was quite good,
wanshui's sermon was good too,
when I focus on Jesus,
the things on Earth will not be become so important anymore.
Went to ECP with Bryna,
I really need time to relax,
to talk to God,
cycle all the way to the nsc,
saw suying finishing her race,
hahahas, then rush back,
cause we have to return our bikes at 0450
Cycle like mad back to the rental shop.
After that, went to wei's wake,
I still find it so hard to accept the fact that she's gone,
I just saw her lying there,
sunflowers and balloons all over the place,
I find it so hard to accept.
I have so many things to say,
but I don't know how to pen it down.
I told myself not to cry,
before she went for the operation,
she told us not to cry,
but tears just rolled down,
she was a smart girl,
sep in RGS,
she loves to knit, sunflowers,
I glad she's in my father's embrace now.
She's going to be cremated tomorrow,
I'm skipping LitE to go.
I've learnt so much through this incident,
this is the first time,
one of my friends past away,
I see everybody from church,
giving each other emotional support,
I see everybody tearing,
even Johnathan and Daniel.
I should treasure those around me,
my eyes are so swollen now,
and my nose hurts.
Poor Gideon, he was in the same sunday school class with wei,
all his life,
I could see him holding back tears,
it must be a real shock for him.
This was the first time I was the weak side of everybody,
my heart just feel for her grandmother,
I said the things I wanted to say to wei already,
I hope she can hear me,
or if she cannot,
let daddy God pass the message.
This week,
everything took a turn for the worse,
I don't feel like blogging here.
At least wei is free from all these,
she don't have to go through the sadness of living on Earth.
I have a emaths quiz tomorrow,
but it's my last priority for now.
I hope judgement day comes soon,
I'm getting very tired,
I've no more tears left.
I pray, because I'm nothing,
I pray, because I need you.
Dad, I feel damn tired.
Come to me, all those who are weary,
and I'll give you rest.
